IN search of ME

I am not sure when I became such a procrastinator? It is funny because it does not really fit in with my needing to have a plan and have everything ready way I normally am. The last few weeks I know what is upcoming and I know what needs to be done and I wait until the last minute when I ended up rushing and grumpy. Yard sale for instance. My idea. My plan. I picked the date. Yet here I am two days before and have not even pulled out a bin. Not only do I need to pull them out I need to transport them to my aunts house. YEP .... I have not done a thing. I think I liked the old me better. I def. plan on finding her soon and asking her to return. Although she may have annoyed others with her quirky ways and need for schedules she never missed a beat, always had a plan, and always had things in order. I pray for her safe return. =)

Daddy's boy

I may get mad, frustrated, annoyed, at my husband but whenever I look at him with our boys I fall in love with him all over again. He may not be perfect but he is an amazing daddy to our boys. I could not ask for a more loving, caring, and devoted father for my children. They are beyond blessed to have this man in their lives. I watch their little faces light up when he pulls in at night. I watch their sad little faces when he has to leave in the morning. Most of all I love to watch him watch them. He is not the most sensitive man by any means. He actually comes off as quiet and gruff. However these boys can melt his heart and bring out the soft side in him. Whether its a boo boo or a bad dream he is always there to pick them back up after they fall. With fathers day right around the corner I just wanted to take a moment and be thankful for the wonderful man in our lives.

Random Thoughts

This is what 2013 has taught me more than ever........Do not take anything or anyone for granted. What is yours to embrace today, perhaps may not be tomorrow. Laugh... laugh at the things that strike you funny and at the things that make you want to shake your head. BREATH... a few deep breaths can do wonders before any other action is taken. THINK. Do not make rash fast decisions. Those are the ones we usually look back and question. LOVE. love with your whole heart to those who deserve it and more so to those who do not. LIVE. Live every day as if it is your last day here on earth. Sadly it could be. SMILE it can make you feel better and perhaps that stranger at the grocery store who is having an off day. BE PATIENT. Take a minute and reflect, breath, think, love, smile and be patient.